Sickness will make you appreciate LIFE

      A minutes after read this novel,i felt melt away.i knew how difficult to survive when doctor judge your life only 2 months less.but mean figure of this novel proved could fight her ill and give support to the others patient.i remmember what she said to him boyfriend in one of sketch of this novel.

"Sickness is experinces,so i'm thankfull God choose me to fell it( Systemic lupus erythematosus) it will depend on me,i can be stronger or weaker".

   
    Nobody want get ill,but in fact each year there are many cases of the death due to illnes.the healthy experts analyzed it such effect of consumtive lifestyle,and it can't be illogical if poorman get illness becouse consumtive lifestyle,

   My mother told me sickness is part of our destiny,long time ago God had told us what will happen before we born in the world.therefore she is very strong now,she never realize if she got serious ill.she keep spirit in work and passionate in her life.i worry all the time,worried about the health and also financial,and again she remind me the plans of God is the best one,so we do all activites as well and each month i take her check up,though it makes my financial in mess but i believe God will solution,becouse this is Him destiny.

    

   Living in develop country isn't  easy.more over global crisis isue,expensive medical cost,high living cost,expensive education fee,less job opportunities,lower sallary,it all kinds of big problem in my country and coruption make it be worst,we can't blame all staff goverment but we must check in to ourself mind.we must be united to fix it.


  Sickness will make you appreciate life,i dedicate this for 2 my favorite men in heaven.
my beloved father and my favorite friend.you both show me how to be a good personality and always obey in God way.


for my father :thank you for your blooderlines inside of my body,thank you to teach mother how to fight sickness,becouse she take care of your ill more than 3 years,she won't give up with her ill too.thank you for planted the  soul of leadership on me so i can take care our little family.don't worry i try to prayer 5 times a day.(hepatitis b) 


for my friend:you more cool than superman or spiderman,half modern half religious,thank you for make my heart blooming in 12 months,today is your bday 18 january,and 7 days next is my bday.
maybe we can share tart in other life,like you promised to me before 03 december 2011.rest in place boy,(leukimia)


No matter what will people plans,God is our director!

God could give light in darkness sky,or make storm in the calm of ocean.

Never give up.
Fight it.
and pray.